HEEEEEEEYYYY GIRLS!

I am starting to feel alive again.  Seriously.  I go so under after I have a baby.  Like, I cleaned my kitchen this week.  It was dirty.  It took hours and days, and I still haven't wiped out all the cabinets.  But I want to, see, that's the difference.  I scrubbed the floor on my hands and knees and cleaned the windows with last year's hand prints on them. It's so much better in there.  You should come over.

I am getting creative again.  The drive to create something is taking over.  I actually bought some stuff to redo at the thrift store today.  They are just lampshades, but I am doing something that is not baby or child related, which is like coming up for a breath after AAAALLLLL THEEEESSEE  MONTHS!

I miss writing.  I think about writing every day.  I bemoan the fact that I haven't written anything in months almost everyday, sometimes out loud, sometimes not. And hey, here I am!  Writing!!

I think about reading my Bible all day long.  I grab snippets from YOU VERSION most days, but it's like eating a cookie for breakfast and nothing else the rest of the day.  Boo... not enough.  Jesus knows.  He knows me too well.  His grace burns hotter in my soul when I'm honest about the wretched worm that I am. And I am.  Wretched.

You are on my mind. :)

The things that energize me are all coming to fruition.  Thank you Lord for a breath.

I may have found a narrow path out of debt.  It will be work, but not the crash-diet-for-five-years type of work that I usually lay out for myself.  It's doable; pray for me.  This money... strings me up by the throat.

For my first project, I am making the lampshades, and I am super excited to do it after watching Sista do it so successfully last week.  I will post pictures if I make it back to this chair before next year!

Thank you for always coming back.  Your loyalty is inspiring. 

xoxo

lvb

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