Busyness

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I'm busy.
I don't want to be,
I don't like to be,
It is rare for me to be,
But right now I am.

I seem to thrive in spite of the exhaustion.

One of my two jobs was temporary, it was just a week of looking after my sweet little neighbor lady.

My other job is indefinite. It is housekeeping in a big house three days a week. It should slow down in a month, but for now I am super busy.

It's interesting to me how possible it is to get everything done when there is a time crunch, but when I am just drifting it seems impossible to finish even a simple list. I suppose it's the pressure that drives me to be more productive. At the end of the day when I fall into a heap, I am continually surprised at the number of things I have accomplished, which is a nice by-product of the busyness.

I would love to be one of those people that takes it in stride, waltzing through the days with grace and ease.
I am not.
This is a season that I will not tolerate for long.
I need the days of drifting to savor my life. The Lord has blessed me and I want to drink it in.

Plus, I'm a lot nicer when I'm drifting! Hahahaha...

Lvb


Comments

  1. sandyAugust 19, 2011 at 6:29 AM

    so exciting to hear about your day to day life. excited about the job. tre looks so grown up.

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