Who are you

Who are you?

It seems like a valid question, simple enough, but I dare you to answer it for yourself.

I'm a mom, a wife, a writer, a sister, a daughter.
I am a lover, a fighter, a ray of sunshine, a blessing.
I am a builder, a giver, optimistic to a fault, an emotional train wreck.
I'm waiting for your face to express, "Aha! That's it!"
I like to give the right answers.
I like to be approved.
I do NOT like conflict, or uncomfortable situations.
I do NOT like things to be undone.
I do NOT like it when there is something wrecked and I can't do anything about it.
I will keep trying to fix it until my fingers bleed and my brain turns somersaults.
I'm a fixer. I get it from my dad. And my mom.
I'm a perfectionist, only I'm a free spirit too. With all these kids, God knew I needed to be both.

I had trouble answering this when asked. She waited, swaying side to side in her office chair.
No pressure, just waiting.
Who am I?
Who is Becca Sutton? Sounds like a character from a novel... (I've been told that before.)

I am a daughter of the King, His favorite, chosen for Him, gifted by Him.
I have a very specific mission here in these four walls, and I dream for the next.

It's a vulnerable question. Can I say all that without seeming completely vain? Am I really all those things that I think I am? Absolutely. I waffle in knowing who I am, not because of who I am, but because of what you will think of my perception. Funny story. Who I am is not defined by you, and then it is. It really is, Because part of who I am is defined by what you think of me. So think good thoughts, and send them my way! I need you behind me to soar!! And I will bring flight to your wings to soar with me. We need each other in the most unbelievable ways. God made us that way.

Connection. It's what we all need.

lvb

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