This Day

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I'm so sick.
Of course I saved all my work
for the end of  the week
so I could have a
squeaky clean house
when Dale came home.

Then I laid in bed
all day.
I'm up now.
Hoping to get all that squeaky cleaning done
in the next hour
so I can go back to bed.

Ugh...

I wish I had a video recorder going at all times
so you could hear my little girls singing
and some of the wacky antics of the boys
or the screaming and laughing from the big girls.
But today I'm glad you can't see into our world.
It's kind of a mess
and I am a lazy cow.

This is what it comes down to.
I may be the glue in this house
but Dale is the structure.
He gives our lives deadlines
and goals
and destinations.
I don't do well without him.

Maybe I have needed a break
but mostly I am
very
very
lazy
if I can be.
And that's what it comes down to.

I'm ready for him to be home.
I adore him so...

Don't get sick, friends.
Once it moves in, in never goes away.

waaaaaahhhhhh.....

lvb

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